Hey chief, my ass


I'm officially sick of pitas for now so currently my blog will be here: http://kanae.envy.nu/blog.html . Hopefully, I'll figure out what the hell I'm going to do about it soon...maybe I'll just use envy.nu.

Still, all in all, I think the move will be cool if just for the new layout I have on the envy.nu one. >]

~April

I've been waiting for you
04:23 a.m. Saturday, July 20, 2002

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Good grief


I don't know whether I should just move this to another blog thing or just start making my own somewhere else...because this is just getting annoying. I think envy.nu has finally noticed my direct linking. Maybe I can convince Jag to host my images...otherwise, I'm tempted to just start coding my own. I don't want to go back to deadjournal...and I certainly don't want to just move to diaryland or blogspot and deal with the some nonsense. *mutters in yiddish*

Any suggestions would be greatly appreciated though. ^^;;;

~April

I've been waiting for you
01:37 a.m. Saturday, July 20, 2002

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And when you've got no other choice...



Overall, I had a very nice day today. The cable modem is yet to be installed due to the stupid way this house was built. Instead, I went out with Rachel to the mall so she could get her check. We chatted, had pretzels, and played game sin the arcade. >] Killed a few aliens...which made me happy.

Then I came home and worked on some more wallpaper things. one is of Clef and the other is of some random chick from Miyuki-chan.

Then I went out with Tom, Nancy, Carey, and my dad to see a show called "The bumblini Brothers Circus." Believe it or not, but the show was fantastic. It was basically two guys performing all sorts of stunts and putting on one of the most hilarious 90 minute-long comedy routines I've ever seen. *chuckles* I almost died laughing. The best part was the large amount of audience interaction. I continuously yeled comments and had consequentially had a blast.

Then we went for Thai food and teased Carey mercilessly as she had been picked as a volunteer for the "whip trick" one of the guys did. I think her and I are going back tomorrow because one of the actors liked her. And it's not like we have anything better to do. And they were cute...a lot older but cute. And it would be nice chance for her. I'm going along as moral support, I think.

Mou, I would like to find a special person...or be a special person. It seems like so many people find that connection. I guess I'm that way with Carey on a friendship level and that's really all I'm interested in as far as our relationship goes but....*sighs* How hard can it be to find someone? ....actually, never mind...I'm beginning to get the general idea. *rolls eyes* Stupid complications...stupid relationships.

Still...I did enjoy today and being able to laugh so much and have such a great time with some friends. It makes me feel less like an alien when I can talk to someone I know. I miss talking to Lisa lately...and or course I miss talking to Jen. :[ Talking to Bridget was fun though and as always talking to J is nice. I wish Joey was back too.

~April

I've been waiting for you
12:36 a.m. Saturday, July 20, 2002

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never gonna give it up no


Current Music: Spirit- Stallion of the Cimarron soundtrack

Well, last night I visited my grandparents and stayed over night. I had a really great time. My grandparents have such great character quirks. I love the way they argue but you can really tell that they love each other. I love hearing them talk about how they met. It makes me so happy. It gives me such hope.

I went out iwth my mother and Sarah to Borders and got this CD which I'm soooo addicted to. Mmmm...I love Bryan Adams. And these songs just really touch me. I don't know why...animated movies have always had a potent effect. I am always moved in ways I cannot put into words. There is something so beautiful about an animated movie and the music, the characters, the beautiful cyclical nature of the whole process just is so healing.

I also had a good time during my vampire rpg with Diana, Kyle, Karen, Dessa, and Liz. Plus I had a great chat with Bridget. ^^ And now Sorata is starting to gnaw on my brain. Curses. CLAMP characters seem to hound me relentlessly. Particularly Miyuki-chan characters. Now everytime I hear that "It's getting hot in here" song I always think of this one scene in Miyuki-chan in Majong Land tee hee!

Well, that's all for now. Tomorrow we're getting a cable modem and I have to answer questions in such. And I also cleaned up most of the basement. O_o...wow...I've been productive. This is sooo not going to last. ^^;;;

~April

I've been waiting for you
02:22 a.m. Friday, July 19, 2002

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